Death must be so beautiful. To lie in the soft brown earth, with the grasses waving above one’s head, and listen to silence. To have no yesterday, and no to-morrow. To forget time, to forgive life, to be at peace.

Sylvia Plath 

(via illuminaughtyy)

nicolemarielove:

Maybe theres some people you never forgive. Not because you shouldn’t, maybe you should. Not because they don’t deserve it, because maybe, after months, they do.

But how do you forgive someone who essentilly changes who you are. Changes you from the beautiful person you once were to a rock. Discusting. Someone who even hates herself.

And how can you forget, let alone forgive, when more people like them than you? What have i ever done, but sit here quietly, in pain, all year. Longer. While all the satisfaction has gone to all of you. You all won. You’ve got my happiness. You got the old Nicole. The beautiful one. The one you laughed at nothing. You’ll keep her too, because thats what you people always do.

How do you forgive someone like that?

And the sad thing is, none of you fuckers give a shit that you’re all walking hand in hand, side by side, lip to lip, with the ones who stole it all from me. It didn’t happen to you, so it doesn’t matter.

My hope for the day guys ♥

Okay so since today is self harm awareness day, i just want to say i’m here for anyone that i know personally or that i’ve never met, if you need to talk about anything thats causing you pain and causing you to want to hurt yourself. I don’t want to write out a whole story, because honestly i’m not comfortable with it and i feel like theres a lot of people who will judge me. But i will say that if you are self-harming, no matter how deep you are into or how firm of a grasp it has on you, there is hope. I haven’t cut since new years, the night that i tried to take my own life, and luckily someone was there to save me. I’ve been strong two months and i know that everyone else who is struggling can do the same. You’re all beautiful and deserve the best. Stay strong. <3